無題 - 隨思隨想
有時，做人，不用太禮貌，不用太消灑，不用太審慎，不用思前想後，不用故慮太多，不要優柔寡斷、畏首畏尾。
想說就說，想做就做；
想，就想；
被思念的也可能會懹有思念，但這不重要；
重要的是，思念的靈魂會由始得到安慰；
白癡，下一次醒目點．．．
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Time Not Enough
24 hours is serious not enough.
I want to do just ok in sch work may be a second or third class honor in my major, econ minor, sun acad init program, balance sch, cca, friends, and even find a gf. And most importantly, my sleep. I need it.
How can i make it possible?
24 hours is serious not enough.
I want to do just ok in sch work may be a second or third class honor in my major, econ minor, sun acad init program, balance sch, cca, friends, and even find a gf. And most importantly, my sleep. I need it.
How can i make it possible?
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Peaceful
Just finish preparing electronic lab book.
My heart is exceptionally peaceful tonight.
The circuit is damn confusing, now we are at chapter TTL circuit, some people refer it as Totally-Totally-Lost circuit. ha.
But still,
I love the peaceful feeling of mid night.
Everywhere is so quiet, still, peaceful.
Darkness seems great with silence.
May be.
Well, may be.
You have forgotten. Ha.
Just finish preparing electronic lab book.
My heart is exceptionally peaceful tonight.
The circuit is damn confusing, now we are at chapter TTL circuit, some people refer it as Totally-Totally-Lost circuit. ha.
But still,
I love the peaceful feeling of mid night.
Everywhere is so quiet, still, peaceful.
Darkness seems great with silence.
May be.
Well, may be.
You have forgotten. Ha.
Monday, October 20, 2008
The Pathetic Thin Chicken
I am not talking about chicken,
how cares about chicken unless it is going into my mouth.
But i am talking about mac chicken burger.
It has been such a long time before i ate it again.
Normally i eat double cheese, it is nice.
Today wanna try something different, end up, hai.
Since dont know what time, the meat has been thinner till 0.7~0.8cm.
What a burger, ha.
I am not talking about chicken,
how cares about chicken unless it is going into my mouth.
But i am talking about mac chicken burger.
It has been such a long time before i ate it again.
Normally i eat double cheese, it is nice.
Today wanna try something different, end up, hai.
Since dont know what time, the meat has been thinner till 0.7~0.8cm.
What a burger, ha.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Pizza and Relaxation
After a week of work, Friday, the whole group of us (uni friends) decided to go for some relaxation.
We went to timbre to eat pizza and chill.
I remember i went there once before, with my photography club friends, but we didnt entered as there were too many people queuing.
This time, we went there early, and we still have to wait for near an hour. lolx.
Actually we wanted to go for the pizza there weeks ago.
As i wanted to eat the pizza hut new pizza and called them out for lunch, but my friend qiang said the pizza there sucks. One day, we should go try some really good stuff.
I was quite surprise that someone can use the word "sucks" to describe pizza hut's pizza.
But, after i tried the timbre's one... I do, agree. It sucks (in term of taste only, in comparison).
It is around 30 hours after i ate the roasted duck pizza.
I still miss the taste of it a lot. hai.
Yes, it is roasted duck. You are not reading wrongly.
It can really be used to make pizza. And it taste extremely delicious!
If compare pizza hut and timbre, i feel, there are entirely two different style.
Pizza hut's pizza is more for filling your stomach, as the base is thicker, you get full easier, physically fulfilling. It is physical, then lead to mental enjoyment.
Timbre's pizza is more to satisfying your sensation. But no matter how many pieces you eat, it is never enough. It is mental enjoyment; physically, you get nothing...
Oh ya, the band there is quite okie.
I love them far much better than the clubbing type. As least you know somebody are really putting their heart and soul to produce the music just for you. ha. Most importantly, we can still chit chat under the music. Well, i would say it is just above my threshold, if the volume can lower a bit it will be perfect.
The dinner, one of my friend Gxxxxd wasn't able to make it.
As his gf wasn't able to come due to sch work, he needs to accompany her.
I was discussing it with qiang, in someways we feel the same.
It is still too early to settle down, unless you really find a near perfect creature, which is hardly exist. But of course, if you are able find one, please intro to mi know, hahahahaa....
In a way, i feel his gf is really powerful, can make the boyfriend so guai.
Must be damn good in bf-management... lolx.
But of course, he is a responsible guy also. Just a bit too sticky in my point of view. The level of stickiness is acceptable only after they pass 30 years old i feel... And especially they are together for 5 years already, ha.....
Anyway, i enjoyed a lot there. It has been a super long time since i relax.
Or i should say, relax without school work, if you consider java programming is a kind of relaxation.
To mi. It is. Ha.
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Long time have not talked to elder brother.
After the dinner, as i was wondering around city hall alone at night, i chatted with my brother on msn on mobile, for nearly an hour.
Guess the recent econ shit is screwing everyone who are out there working.
So good that i am still a student, ha...
Three more years to go, if i can pass everything...
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Read some one's blog, whom i dont really know.
After reading a few post, i have a temptation to go read a few literature books.
For my entire life, i have been reading books non-stop.
But hardly any are really literature.
Even if i read literature books,
most of the time i go for storyline rather than the art of the words.
In a way, my circle of friends,
really very few of them are into this circle, hai.
It a way, art can beauty up our life.
After learning photography, i have this feeling.
Even now i am kind of stopped shooting (due to workload, hai),
I still can feel that, the way i see the world has been changed.
I wonder, if literate can change the way i think about the world too.
Some day, some how, i will make myself into it, if i can afford the time and resource, ha.
After a week of work, Friday, the whole group of us (uni friends) decided to go for some relaxation.
We went to timbre to eat pizza and chill.
I remember i went there once before, with my photography club friends, but we didnt entered as there were too many people queuing.
This time, we went there early, and we still have to wait for near an hour. lolx.
Actually we wanted to go for the pizza there weeks ago.
As i wanted to eat the pizza hut new pizza and called them out for lunch, but my friend qiang said the pizza there sucks. One day, we should go try some really good stuff.
I was quite surprise that someone can use the word "sucks" to describe pizza hut's pizza.
But, after i tried the timbre's one... I do, agree. It sucks (in term of taste only, in comparison).
It is around 30 hours after i ate the roasted duck pizza.
I still miss the taste of it a lot. hai.
Yes, it is roasted duck. You are not reading wrongly.
It can really be used to make pizza. And it taste extremely delicious!
If compare pizza hut and timbre, i feel, there are entirely two different style.
Pizza hut's pizza is more for filling your stomach, as the base is thicker, you get full easier, physically fulfilling. It is physical, then lead to mental enjoyment.
Timbre's pizza is more to satisfying your sensation. But no matter how many pieces you eat, it is never enough. It is mental enjoyment; physically, you get nothing...
Oh ya, the band there is quite okie.
I love them far much better than the clubbing type. As least you know somebody are really putting their heart and soul to produce the music just for you. ha. Most importantly, we can still chit chat under the music. Well, i would say it is just above my threshold, if the volume can lower a bit it will be perfect.
The dinner, one of my friend Gxxxxd wasn't able to make it.
As his gf wasn't able to come due to sch work, he needs to accompany her.
I was discussing it with qiang, in someways we feel the same.
It is still too early to settle down, unless you really find a near perfect creature, which is hardly exist. But of course, if you are able find one, please intro to mi know, hahahahaa....
In a way, i feel his gf is really powerful, can make the boyfriend so guai.
Must be damn good in bf-management... lolx.
But of course, he is a responsible guy also. Just a bit too sticky in my point of view. The level of stickiness is acceptable only after they pass 30 years old i feel... And especially they are together for 5 years already, ha.....
Anyway, i enjoyed a lot there. It has been a super long time since i relax.
Or i should say, relax without school work, if you consider java programming is a kind of relaxation.
To mi. It is. Ha.
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Long time have not talked to elder brother.
After the dinner, as i was wondering around city hall alone at night, i chatted with my brother on msn on mobile, for nearly an hour.
Guess the recent econ shit is screwing everyone who are out there working.
So good that i am still a student, ha...
Three more years to go, if i can pass everything...
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Read some one's blog, whom i dont really know.
After reading a few post, i have a temptation to go read a few literature books.
For my entire life, i have been reading books non-stop.
But hardly any are really literature.
Even if i read literature books,
most of the time i go for storyline rather than the art of the words.
In a way, my circle of friends,
really very few of them are into this circle, hai.
It a way, art can beauty up our life.
After learning photography, i have this feeling.
Even now i am kind of stopped shooting (due to workload, hai),
I still can feel that, the way i see the world has been changed.
I wonder, if literate can change the way i think about the world too.
Some day, some how, i will make myself into it, if i can afford the time and resource, ha.
Friday, October 10, 2008
I Feel a Similar Feeling as when I was In Primary School
If u know my past.
Most likely you would know that my primary school life was a kind of interestingly in mess, some how.
I cleared most of the non-story books from public library, mainly self study.
But hardly touch my school text book, they are just too bored.
Primary 4 already read about all those olevel physics things on theory (no calcuation).
I still remember when i told the teacher about isotopes on atomic things, how speechless they got, lolx.
And, I used to feel comfortable with the fact that i don't know some of the subject contents. Or even i don't know most of the subject contents.
Meaning, when i go for lesson, or read a book, i am completely comfortable even i know nuts regarding to what the teacher was talking about.
In uni, i have a familiar feeling.
There are a lot of things, i am not really clear, but some how, i am able to take it naturally, unlike my secondary or poly life in sg.
It is more comfortable this way, but it is not really good for getting good results. Ha.
My sch friends say my white hair has been increasing in an obvious rate since school starts.
Well, i guess i really need to destress and rest a bit more..
If u know my past.
Most likely you would know that my primary school life was a kind of interestingly in mess, some how.
I cleared most of the non-story books from public library, mainly self study.
But hardly touch my school text book, they are just too bored.
Primary 4 already read about all those olevel physics things on theory (no calcuation).
I still remember when i told the teacher about isotopes on atomic things, how speechless they got, lolx.
And, I used to feel comfortable with the fact that i don't know some of the subject contents. Or even i don't know most of the subject contents.
Meaning, when i go for lesson, or read a book, i am completely comfortable even i know nuts regarding to what the teacher was talking about.
In uni, i have a familiar feeling.
There are a lot of things, i am not really clear, but some how, i am able to take it naturally, unlike my secondary or poly life in sg.
It is more comfortable this way, but it is not really good for getting good results. Ha.
My sch friends say my white hair has been increasing in an obvious rate since school starts.
Well, i guess i really need to destress and rest a bit more..
Sunday, October 05, 2008
夜,心,亂,煩.
不知道為什麼,整夜不能保持平和。
有做不完的功課,讀不完的書,星期一的Java測驗,Logic Design的report deadline,欠了人家n個星期的相片,已設計好但一直沒有開始的program,自己給自己每星期最少要做一次的運動,完本早該在五六個月前就該edit好自己的相片並print出來的想法,自己應該整齊好的房間,快要發臭的衣服,等等等等,一堆林林總總的事情,今天一整天有空,但就是沒有心情去做。
連剛剛才拿回來,久別了差不多兩個月的F11,沒有心情去玩也就算了,就連去test一下的心情也沒有。想一想連自己也覺得自己很過分。
但,就是很煩很厭很倦消沈。
什麼也提不起勁。
唉。。。
有人可以打救一下我嗎?哈。。。
不知道為什麼,整夜不能保持平和。
有做不完的功課,讀不完的書,星期一的Java測驗,Logic Design的report deadline,欠了人家n個星期的相片,已設計好但一直沒有開始的program,自己給自己每星期最少要做一次的運動,完本早該在五六個月前就該edit好自己的相片並print出來的想法,自己應該整齊好的房間,快要發臭的衣服,等等等等,一堆林林總總的事情,今天一整天有空,但就是沒有心情去做。
連剛剛才拿回來,久別了差不多兩個月的F11,沒有心情去玩也就算了,就連去test一下的心情也沒有。想一想連自己也覺得自己很過分。
但,就是很煩很厭很倦消沈。
什麼也提不起勁。
唉。。。
有人可以打救一下我嗎?哈。。。
Saturday, October 04, 2008
Admiring
I admire my professors a lot.
Really wish i have such level of intelligent and career.
It is not that they are rich, compare to banker (okie, i know bankers now are in shit, but in general they do well over the past decade) and lawyers,
but they are doing what they really love doing.
For eg:
My maths lecture, when he is describing his current work, he talked till like damn high.
I mean, he is really really very high, with all the maths formulas. Such as four level differentiation, a lump sum of different statistic formulas inter-linking each other, and lots of things i dont even know what are all those things. Honestly i really dont understand why someone can chill over maths formulas... I believe even if 林志玲 is on stage teaching, i will still fall asleep during lecture...
My electronic teachers, both of them are really cute.
Cute as in, interesting.
First lecturer, he sees everything on earth in an extremely simplistic manner.
"You see, It is so easy."
"It is extremely trival! (must rise the tone a lot)"
"It is so obvious isn't it?"
I know my course is really 101, but it is still a degree course concept you know...
Second lecturer, some how, he looks like seriously malnutrition but happy old kid.
Head big big, body super super thin.
Those who have been to his office would not able to see him easily, as he is almost always covered by his books. You can imagine it as - Mountain-like-unorganised-mini-library-on-desk. Or, some shelter make up of book? When we go to his office to ask him question, there is typically no space allowed for an extra book lay flat on his table. If you are fat, you cant even get into his office without knocking down his books. So, end up we always go outside to settle tutorial questions. Lolx.
Java lecturer is also quite interesting.
But he is funny and lame in his own way. Not comprehensible by everybody, ha.
Jokes such as:
One day we ends lesson early, some people clap and shout, he said, "Do you know, i am as happy as you when the lesson ends early." We all shout and laugh even louder...
Pointer concept (dynamic memory allocation) - You point a finger to a person. People finger on you. You finger the dog.
I cant describe how funny it is, when you are not in the lecture room. His tone hardly change, but it is still damn funny when he speaks.
Hai.
Why my mother never gave birth with IQ 160 on mi, lolx...
I admire my professors a lot.
Really wish i have such level of intelligent and career.
It is not that they are rich, compare to banker (okie, i know bankers now are in shit, but in general they do well over the past decade) and lawyers,
but they are doing what they really love doing.
For eg:
My maths lecture, when he is describing his current work, he talked till like damn high.
I mean, he is really really very high, with all the maths formulas. Such as four level differentiation, a lump sum of different statistic formulas inter-linking each other, and lots of things i dont even know what are all those things. Honestly i really dont understand why someone can chill over maths formulas... I believe even if 林志玲 is on stage teaching, i will still fall asleep during lecture...
My electronic teachers, both of them are really cute.
Cute as in, interesting.
First lecturer, he sees everything on earth in an extremely simplistic manner.
"You see, It is so easy."
"It is extremely trival! (must rise the tone a lot)"
"It is so obvious isn't it?"
I know my course is really 101, but it is still a degree course concept you know...
Second lecturer, some how, he looks like seriously malnutrition but happy old kid.
Head big big, body super super thin.
Those who have been to his office would not able to see him easily, as he is almost always covered by his books. You can imagine it as - Mountain-like-unorganised-mini-library-on-desk. Or, some shelter make up of book? When we go to his office to ask him question, there is typically no space allowed for an extra book lay flat on his table. If you are fat, you cant even get into his office without knocking down his books. So, end up we always go outside to settle tutorial questions. Lolx.
Java lecturer is also quite interesting.
But he is funny and lame in his own way. Not comprehensible by everybody, ha.
Jokes such as:
One day we ends lesson early, some people clap and shout, he said, "Do you know, i am as happy as you when the lesson ends early." We all shout and laugh even louder...
Pointer concept (dynamic memory allocation) - You point a finger to a person. People finger on you. You finger the dog.
I cant describe how funny it is, when you are not in the lecture room. His tone hardly change, but it is still damn funny when he speaks.
Hai.
Why my mother never gave birth with IQ 160 on mi, lolx...
This Week is Fast, Some Feedback for the Week.
It passes super fast.
I am kind of super busy this week, actually not, ha.
Still able to take time out to meet a few friends for dinner.
Although i need to burn mid night oil till around 4am everyday. Lolx.
Just a month, it forces mi to face myself.
What kind of person am i really are.
Over confident in field that i am familiar,
and extremely lacking of confident in field that i am not familiar with.
I like to force myself till limit. Last min. Moody.
Ya, i am really moody.
I need to take a lot of time to relax,
in a technical way you can say i need time to stablise my emotion.
And i learnt that, in the view of others,
i may be really a nice guy.
It is something i dont believe, since young.
Even till now, i still dont believe.
Why in everyone's eyes,
the green on the other side is always better? Lolx...
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There are few things to take note for myself.
First - seriously over spent this two months.
Second, the most serious problem - my tummy is getting fatter.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARHZ!
Need to partition time for exercise.......
It passes super fast.
I am kind of super busy this week, actually not, ha.
Still able to take time out to meet a few friends for dinner.
Although i need to burn mid night oil till around 4am everyday. Lolx.
Just a month, it forces mi to face myself.
What kind of person am i really are.
Over confident in field that i am familiar,
and extremely lacking of confident in field that i am not familiar with.
I like to force myself till limit. Last min. Moody.
Ya, i am really moody.
I need to take a lot of time to relax,
in a technical way you can say i need time to stablise my emotion.
And i learnt that, in the view of others,
i may be really a nice guy.
It is something i dont believe, since young.
Even till now, i still dont believe.
Why in everyone's eyes,
the green on the other side is always better? Lolx...
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There are few things to take note for myself.
First - seriously over spent this two months.
Second, the most serious problem - my tummy is getting fatter.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARHZ!
Need to partition time for exercise.......
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Time Management
Have been thinking seriously what wrong with mi.
Why other can catch up but i cant.
I just got an A+ in my java assignment.
But besides java, all my other modules are like shit.
Just realise i am putting too much resource (time) into java,
and ignored the rest of the modules quite a bit.
It is a kind of moody type of study style i have,
since young.
I would just study whatever i like, and,
dump whatever i dont like somewhere unattended.
However, i cant let it goes on.
I am adult already must learn how to control my emotion.
Whether i like, or dont like,
still have to study, hai.........
I believe i have the IQ to catch up,
but i am lacking of some EQ... Lolx.........
Have been thinking seriously what wrong with mi.
Why other can catch up but i cant.
I just got an A+ in my java assignment.
But besides java, all my other modules are like shit.
Just realise i am putting too much resource (time) into java,
and ignored the rest of the modules quite a bit.
It is a kind of moody type of study style i have,
since young.
I would just study whatever i like, and,
dump whatever i dont like somewhere unattended.
However, i cant let it goes on.
I am adult already must learn how to control my emotion.
Whether i like, or dont like,
still have to study, hai.........
I believe i have the IQ to catch up,
but i am lacking of some EQ... Lolx.........
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