Feeling Damn Happy

Ya, really feeling super freaking happy.
Just for the reason that i dont need to da bao my maths.

Have been quite serious in beginning of this sem.
But as the time goes, my momentum lost.

Need to adjust myself better mentally,
to prepare myself to run for the whole semester.

I believe i can do better than this,
since ben and qiang can do it, i cant lost, lolx...

And congratulation to ben, ur result is really overwhelmingly powerful.
I know u dont know this blog, but i do sincerely feel happy for you =)

And now i have new target for mi to run after, wahahahaaaa......

**da bao = take away / carry away, in chinese, here refer to carry over, re-take it next sem.

Results for 2008 Year 1 Sem 1

Thanks all teachers and family and friends support!
I no need to re-take my maths, lolx!!!



Of coz the result isnt great. Hai.
I need to work harder like a guai guai dog in this coming sem.

And sianz, this sem have 2 maths modules... Arhz.
Nvm, just work hard...

What am i Busying with?

Upgraded my computer's casing, processor, and motherboard.
And running it in vista.

Trying to over-clock but not really successful.
So at the end just over-clock a bit and reduce voltage below standard, optimizing working temperature and heat dissipation.

Still have 3 area to work with before school starts:
1. reduce operating noise
2. reduce heat dissipation
3. optimize air flow path within the casing.
4. filtration of inflow air to prevent or reduce dust accumulation on the hardware components.

Merry Christmas!

Today, it is a quiet day.
Nothing special, but i enjoy it.

Continue to test my com for stability till 6+am,
zzz till 12noon then wake up.

Went to my friend house to settle some computer problem.
Have dinner with another friend, then starts to gallivanting alone in city.

It rained today.
Everywhere is so wet.

I walked from bugis to city hall.
While thinking about something.

The weather has been cool lately.
It is nice to walk if it doesn't rain, ha.

Back to boonlay, hang around the new jp extension.
It is big, if u have time can come and take a look, remember to call mi out for coffee at the starbuck there. The ambient is well designed.

Now at home, blogging.
Suddenly i realise that i have not been blogging lately.
And i have not been taking photos too.

I will try to put more photos up here.
Ha~

Life / Feeling, is a Sine Wave

Yesterday night cant fall asleep,
around 5+am then able to get into dream.

Today 9+am wake up,
dragged my under maintained body to sentosa.

Swam for a hour with nece they all.
Suntan for two hours, dinner and night tea till 10.

Tired till brain near empty.
But just cant fall asleep.

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Knowing so much on emotion,
doesn't mean one can solve questions on emotion by his own.

When loneliness strike,
sometimes i just feel so powerless.

Even i feel that, i know exactly what am i thinking and why am i feeling this way,
i just cant help myself.

Human's emotion is revolutionized in such an interesting way that,
one is unable to satisfy his emotional need by himself, and would be forced to connects to the networks of human in order to satisfy his basic needs.

Why cant human be more simple minded?...

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I dont really like the way i behave this few days.
Just hate it.

Spiritual enjoyment for mi is,
learning new things, by either talking to intelligent people or learn from books.

Or at least school faster start, faster come and kill my brain cells. ha...

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I feel i am quite 假 toward people i dont like.
Cant i be more direct and just fuck them upside down?

Arhz, damn it...

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Okie, i have finish bull-shitting.
My eyes cant open already, but just cant sleep, haiz...

Re. ser. vist. Brief Cum Bull-shitting

You just have no idea how time and resource are wasted by this kind activities.
It is completely crap.

Wouldnt the resources be used to improve our GDP instead of throwing it into open sea. and reducing our competitiveness?

If i am boss i will be 100% sure i will not want to hire a male who is require to go for this shit.

The male workforce is more expensive, and you wont know when he is going to be out of order when you need the manpower.

Which idiot invent this fucking system?
Freaking hell.

Enough complaining, tml i shall going for the shit, arhz...

Bored Bored Bored...

Holiday is so bored.
I guess if i was in ns, ppl around will say i very 犯賤... haha...

But it is really bored when the people around you are either attached or working.
And i am not get used to doing nothing alone like for nearly everyday.

I miss the time when whole group of us cracking our head to do the algorithm inside lab,
truely enjoyable.

Dinner with KingWai XiaoWei SynMun

It has been rather long since i can get them all come out together.
Wasnt able to get ic even i have give longer than a week of advance notice.

May be she wont be free till either get married or break up, hahaaa....
Kidding kidding... just for joke...

*The photos below are optimized for 4R printing

Random

When i am working, most of the time i would work till i forget everything around mi, especially when i am doing programming.
It is quite insane in some of my friends point of view.

When i am idling, having holiday like now, sometimes i would wish that i can get back to work as soon as possible.
It just take around a week of holiday to make mi feel like getting into school work again.

Love the feeling of business, may be it is driven by loneliness,
i dont know...

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Human by itself, is like an atom lacking of electron.
It does need another atom to fill its emptiness.

Be it another human fellow being, dog, cat, rabbit, god, or even any imaginated friends, are helpful.

Or, some people choose to submerge themselves into the endless field of knowledge, where the existence of workload would numb one's sense. Knowledge is addictive, it is rather enjoyable to consume.

*Work and knowledge are interchangeable.

I remember the first time i present this idea to someone,
was around 8 years back, at the end of 1999, using my pathetic english language.

The conversation was started due to a hyperactive kid, or you can say - a damn kid.
Then from this damn kid, the conversation shifted to his father.

It was the time when i just come to singapore.
Knowing a lot on paper, but knowing nuts on this practical world, that was what i was.

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I guess i was quite happy in the past, in retrospective.
From day to night, only need to bother about consolidating ideas, prepare for arguments to counter some friends in school (knowledge base, mostly on computing), reading books and experimenting with computer. Life was innocent and simple.

But that was a kind of inner pressure, deep within my heart that made mi quite disrupted.
Hence my tempter was quite bad then.

My tempter wasnt really good, till, i was given a chance to learn how to compare what i know with what i observe. I then observed myself intensively, for quite a while.

I had done this in KTS Library, to mi, the teacher there is like my second mother.
I truely miss the time there.

Sometimes, you do not need someone to teach you in order to learn something.
Some people learns faster with experiment and observation. I guess i belong to those who observe best...

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This post is extrememly random.
So random till i dont know what to put it as title.

Well, let it be random.

Today - Relax, "Nua"-ed for the whole day

Today, stay inside my room, on bed with mobile online, rolling left and right and reading news till 4+pm, then finally decided to get off my bed and msg my friend out for his photoshop lesson.

Honestly it is not something usual that i will do.
I prefer people takes initiative when they wanna get something from mi.

But today is an exception,
i am so damn freaking extremely bored till i call him out and teach.

I guess i am too get used to stressful life in uni,
although my course doesnt really have mei mei, i still wish school restarts asap.

Slacking too much lately...
Hai hai... tml must wake up earlier (12noon?!!) to go swimming to thinner the fats on my tummy.....

**"Nua" is not an english word, it normally means being still, doing nothing, rotting like already dead.