Fighting with Loneliness

It is kind of weird,

but i am affected by the impact of it quite badly at night recently.

Knowing the source of it, most likely is being too bored, no school, no job, no project.

So am reading quite a few books concurrently to diverse my attention.

But still, at night it doesnt work.

I keep thinking of some people at night nonstop.

Hai, why am i cant keep my emotion stable..

Knowing how the feeling works doesnt mean you can fight with your own feeling logically.

That's also why psychiatrist can go mad sometimes, hahahaaa...