Long Holiday Ended

Yeah, tml sch starting again.
With only one lesson for the whole day. Orz.

Wish all guai and smart student in this Ox Year will receive good grade.
Love what u are learning, and love learning.

You just have no idea how many kids are dying for ur seat in school.

guai -> hardworking
(hardworking ʌ smart) <-> good grade

Wish Everybody Happy Chinese New Year.

Just wish everybody to be happy this year.
Happiness is independent from externality most of the time.

Keep a peaceful heart.
Smile =)

I Need to Focus and Concentrate.

This sem seems harder than what i had imagined.
And i am unable to focus.

I have sufficient sleep and yet i cant focus during lecture,
always fall asleep half way.

I need to adjust my body to coordinate with my activities.
There is no second plan...

Either pass or die.

Finally did some Exercise

Yesterday went swimming after lessons, today played badminton in between lessons.
Whole body damn tired...

Still have tones of works to do.
Java GUI is a pain in the ass, so damn troublesome, orz.

I have been doing it for quite a while and still cant get it right.
Damn sad, lolx...

收到老爸的電話,突然好想家,好想好想好想家...

It is your duty to carry it till the end of the day, if u have chosen this path.
It is my fate, i believe.

Rabbit is a Kind of Fierce Animal

Rabbit is a kind of fierce animal,
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If you are carrot...

ZZZ

Today fall asleep deeply in two lectures.
Software Model and System; Microprocessor Programming.

It is so damn freaking dry,
faster go into the fun part can or not?

And the Software model prof is so mono tone.
He speaks as if he is computerized machine reading word by word from the slide.

Damn it, i must find a way to keep myself awake...

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Today, first discrete maths tutorial in this sem, it is quite funny.
Funny as in, i find myself like baby in front of logical analysis tools.

I am such an illogical moron in the past...

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I feel my stomach's capacity is reducing lately.
Eating too much it will result in stomachache.

Omg i still have a few of eating cum gathering session to go before cny...
#%$&^*>:(#@

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Must find the mood back to study.
I still cant focus yet. Arhzzzzz....

Why am i still can focus when my course is technically and physical have NO QUALIFIED DISTRACTION at all?!!

Digital and Analog, Absolute and Relative

Remember this sem, during logic design lecture.
The lecturer said one thing which let mi stone for quite a while.

"When digital circuit is operating in extreme high frequency, it is essentially an analog circuit."

It is actually applicable to our daily life...
What is right or what is wrong, there is no absolute value sometimes...

First Week of School in Year 2009

This week is more or less quite relax.
However, this semester is no longer learning ABC in engineering.

Finally will be touching something which i wont be able to do by self-study.
Which also means, my advantage in data pre-fetch would be near to zero from this sem onward. It will be a fair game, ha!

I still dont understand why am i so suck in maths when i get into uni,
something once i was really good in it.

Be it foundation problem, long time didnt practise, i still need to get a solution for myself. It is irritating.

I am not only bad, but also partially fear it.
It makes mi worry quite a bit.

As i need to be in love of the subject in order to do well.
This is what i do most of the time. I love what i am learning from the deepest level of my heart.

May be it sounds funny, or even insane, to some of the reader here.
But i am really studying happily, even for some of the subject i wasnt able to do well.

Wish this semester i will be able to break thru the barrier to maths. Ha.

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Finally able to learn assembly language (programming for the most basic processor, using embedded C from my course).
Damn excited!!! YahOo!!!

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I know quite a number of people who "da bao" some of the modules from last sem.
The ratio is scary. I am feeling that i am really super lucky...

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It just the first week, and i see so many mugger starting to mug book already.
Omg, the teacher are just go thru introduction only brothers...

Is there a need to really mug at this beginning stage?...

But anyway, i wasnt able to focus continuously for one sem.
I have tested my limitation in my 3 years of poly life.

Guess more or less i have found my way of mugging after so many years.
I am turning 26 soon, lolx...

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Individualistic Doer (ID)

Individualistic Doers are self-assured and very independent persons. They are quiet and realistic, very rational, extremely matter of fact persons. They strongly cultivate their individualism and enjoy applying their abilities to new tasks. But they are also very spontaneous and impulsive persons who like to follow their sudden inspirations. Individualistic Doers are good and precise observers who register everything which goes on around them. However, they are not so sensitive as regards interpersonal relations and are surprised when they occasionally rub someone up the wrong way with their direct and blunt manner. They are not particularly fond of obligations; but if you give them space, they are uncomplicated, sociable and cheerful individuals.

Individualistic Doers enjoy challenges - action and the odd kick are simply part of their life. They love tempting fate and many people of this type have risky hobbies such as skydiving or bungee jumping. This also applies to their workaday life. Individualistic Doers are in top form in critical situations; they can grasp situations, make decisions and take the necessary steps extremely quickly. Hierarchies and authorities impress them very little; if a superior is not competent, they will have little respect for him. Individualistic Doers like to take on responsibility. They have a marked sense of reality and always find the most suitable and expedient solution for a problem. They resolve conflicts openly and directly; here, they sometimes lack tact but are also very good at taking criticism themselves.

As friends, Individualistic Doers are loyal and devoted; they only have a few friendships but many of them last a lifetime. People enjoy talking to them because of their optimistic attitude to life and their ability to listen. However, they prefer to talk about mutual interests and hobbies rather than about theoretical or philosophical issues - they are not tangible enough for them. They need a lot of freedom and time to themselves in love relationships but, at the same time, they are also very tolerant towards their partners. It happens very seldom that Individualistic Doers fall head over heels in love. They are far too rational. They prefer to pick their partner on the basis of mutual interests and preferences which they want to share with that partner. Individualistic Doers are not particularly fond of effusive outbursts of emotion. They prefer to prove their love by their actions and expect the same of their partner. Whoever wishes to tie an Individualistic Doer to himself needs a lot of patience. It takes some time before this personality type is willing to get involved with another person.

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, practical, logical, spontaneous, adventurous, resolved, independent, fearless, loyal, analytical, realistic, optimistic, interested, quiet, curious, circumspect, individualistic, action-loving, venturesome, cool, dispassionate, reserved, skilful, confident, independent, communicative, down-to-earth

Test = Colon?!!

did this test after reading jenny's blog.
around 70% accurate.

i dont know why the 30% of slow in making decision isnt counted inside, lolx.
need to work harder to improve myself...

You Are a Colon

You are very orderly and fact driven. You aren't concerned much with theories or dreams... only what's true or untrue. You are brilliant and incredibly learned. Anything you know is well researched. You like to make lists and sort through things step by step. You aren't subject to whim or emotions. Your friends see you as a constant source of knowledge and advice. (But they are a little sick of you being right all of the time!) You excel in: Leadership positions You get along best with: The Semi-Colon

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

I did some super dumb thing.
Why am i so stupid and didnt double check correctly.....

Arhzz.....

The More We Learn, The More We Know That We Dont Know.

This is what i have learnt for today.
The last day of year 2008.

I spend today with aunt Connie and her grandkid.
Learned quite a lot on how to communicate with kids.

I admit that sometimes kids are pain in the ass,
but it is nearly always the parents who create the problem.

Sadly, it is always the kids who get blamed at the end.
And this cycle repeats generation after generation.

There is a reason for some family lines to be prosper,
while others usually bring up kids who have similar fate with their parents, grandparents, or even generations before them.

It takes times, efforts and knowledge to make a different.
We should not teach a child how to learn, but to guide the child to think and learn herself.

Freaking awesome art of communication.
Far much difficult then programming, arhz..

Even psychology terms like id ego superego are also out on the table for discussion today, lolx..
It is something my parents wont teach mi.

My parents are great in reasoning, logical analysis, emotional control, and chinese ethnics,
but too bad that their grow up in war time and hardly receive much of advance science theory. (it is lucky in a way, to a damn kid like mi, lolx...)

Although i dont even have a single gf before, it is still fun to play with theories.
Surely i will have a chance to learn it one day.

One day.

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Will starts to reflect what the hack i have done in this year 2008.
My yearly self critic session will begin.

Some target setup at the beginning of this year have not been achieved.
But i am not gonna to lower my standard.

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Talked with yming, seems he still doesnt agree with my theory.
He holds a different belief compare to mi in this matter.

Yes i know my problem, give mi time for mi to correct it.
My core belief is unable to change so easily. I am freaking stubborn internally.

He is one of the only few on earth whom i can express my mind freely on emotional matters. Old friends for nearly 20 years. Glad that i have a chance to talk with you when my heart is in this situation.

This is the situation
CLK->____________________

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Quite worry about two of my friends.
One just broke up not really long ago, another is in need for a proper job urgently.

I am not good in expressing my emotional, but i do really care a lot.
Hai.

Wish this coming year they will get to a better direction,
from the bottom of my heart.

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Tml morning on the 01/01/2009,
i am going to wake up early to fix computer.

Orz... zzz now...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.