Friday, March 27, 2009

E-Learning Week / Project-Deadline Week

This week is e learning week.
But, in fact, i and my group of friends, have never watch a single webcast this week.

Reason - project deadline.
We have two project deadline this week, both on friday.

In case you wonder why i am so free to type here.
Coz, my brain cant fucking work already.......

I had stared at screen for at 15 mins or so cant come out with anything constructive.
So i stopped...

I guess besides copying, hardly any of us can complete.
May be, except a few super hardworking peers...

I dont know whether is it correct or wrong,
but i just cant convince myself to copy...

My friend say, tml is the judgement day.
I think so too...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Very Sad...

Failed my maths 2 mid term,
by 1 mark.................................

:~~(

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I dont know how much i should celebrate it.
Because i received this email, YAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Busy for Tech Comm Report

My printer is working damn hard to vomit part of the papers out,
after my team working damn hard to vomit the set of papers to it.

Work in school till 0005 to complete the main papers.
And i just finished some supporting documents.

It is freaking waste of time.
Arrrrhzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!

I havent touch my other modules since last wed, haiz.
Will have a super super hard time catching up...

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Busy Busy and Busy on Project

Today start choing tech comm project from 1pm, till just now, around 3.15am.
This project is a complete waste of time, arhzzz!

Had my combine-breakfast-lunch-dinner-supper today at 11.50pm.
So damn tired now. hai.

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Met chris on thursday, for her laptop.
I feel we are so dumb, search for so long still cant find a button, lolx...

And i am so sorry that i made u make a extra trip to the service centre,
it is really really dumb on my part, wahahahaaaaa..... =P

Wanted call u today, but really cant take time out.
Weekend is more busy than weekday...

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Friday met a group of sec sch friends for dinner,
most of them are getting more mature on their face, but still young at heart, ha.

Will post some photo when i can find time to edit them.

Time to zzz, i cant take it already...

Friday, March 13, 2009

No matter how strong a person is,
he would still have his weakness.

No matter how strong a person is,
he would still feel emptiness.

What makes the different is the extent and duration.
No one on this world is able to survive alone.

No one.

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This is the nature.
No matter what makes us to developed into the system of this kind, i believe, there is a purpose for its existence.

All those who doesn't have this set of emotional control system,
had already extincted long time ago.

The one which exists, we,
are dependant on this useful function.

But i dont understand,
why?

Monday, March 09, 2009

Old Gentleman

Recently i am giving tuition to a old gentleman on how to use computer (from the basic, such as how to use a mouse and keyboard).
It is incredible that he can absorb ideas so fast at the age of 79. (althought his fingers cant coordinate fast, unlike his sharp mind)

What is more incredible is his kindness and thinking.
I feel i learn more than what i teach.

We talk about social unrest, uneven distribution in income gap, atomic, etc. today after the lesson has ended.

Three more lessons to go.
Before he flies back to his home country.

I guess i need to mug more books in order to think the way that he thinks.
He has introduced quite a few of new concept to mi.

Hai, i have not been reading books i like to read for quite a long while, since dec holiday...
Two books are waiting for mi to clear now.

Wish holiday comes faster...

Saturday, March 07, 2009

This week.

Just passed birthday. It is quite a busy ordinary day for mi.
which is good.

Go for lesson, do lab, work for something, webcast, mug for test.
That's what i did for the whole day.

Basically everybody in my course does similar for that day.
Can we afford to be different?...

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Think i have screwed the test.
See if i can get beyond 50% first..

MCQ also can get screwed, hai... 
Hopeless...

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This week, a NTU student chop the prof and committed sucide.
Although i joke about it quite a bit, i just feel that it is damn waste.

Last year of schooling. Few more month will be out of the system.
Why cant sustain a little bit more?

He is much smarter than mi i believe.
At least he was able to secure a scholarship.

Hai... Wish that his family will be fine soon...

**according to one of my friends, the prof now are more relax in term of project deadline. i dont know is it because they scare to get chop?.. hai~

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Anyway, stress is a critical component in the course.
Some how i feel the school is a stress test centre, ha...

Who pass the stress test will receieve a QC pass chop, like a product.
As for how good the product is, it will be indicated in the QC cert...

I feel damn super stress.
But still not in the mood of doing something about it, hai...

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Swim twice this week.
Will try to make it twice on the next week too!

Anybody wanna go swim with mi? lolx...

Monday, March 02, 2009

Recess Week Ended

When i wake up, school will resume.
Actually, i think i love school days more than holiday.

Althought the life in school isnt as relax,
i can just focus on work and forget every other things.

Life somehow, is simplier that way.
Everything is predictable, that's school.

Work hard, pass.
Slack, fail.

If life can be that simple...

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Constantly reminding myself about a sentence from a book.
It means something like, you will be influenced by the people around you, and will become one of them in a period of time.

Think of it as, either you influence your friends, or your friends influence you, or both.
Some how, you will just changed accordingly.

Around mi, there are friends who are good example to mi, intelligent and hardworking; or passionated, positively, but not sure where the direction is; or is running aimlessly, without direction in life...

All those people are still, my friends.
And, it is still either you will get influenced or i will get influenced. Some how.

It may be offensive, but it is what running thru my mind now...

Trying to learn from people who are better than us, and also learn from people who are worse than us.
In a form of Example or Counter-Example.

There is something to learn from, even from some extremely fuck up people around you, i believe.
The path of learning never end.

*dedicating the above to a friend of mine especially...